Thirteen Stripes - looking for forgiveness Lyrics

I'm just looking for forgiveness
Why are you looking for forgiveness
Never thought that it was written

Who you wanna be
Everything isn't really what it seems
Never count without my rings I live in dreams
Should I pop another bean in some lean
Sipping cream or that promethazine
Ignore it free my will yeah

Every time I roll another backwood
I feel my life moving backward
Smoking on the life I'm giving back too
I'm counting all my stripes they impact you

I was in the hospital crying tears of blood
Why you want to rule the after life I can't feel the lust or feel my love
Feel my love feel my love feel my love feel my love

I'm just looking for forgiveness
Why are you looking for forgiveness
Never thought that it was written

Who you wanna be
Everything isn't really what it seems
Never count without my rings I live in dreams
Should I pop another bean in some lean
Sipping cream or that promethazine
Ignore it free my will yeah

Every time I roll another backwood
I feel my life moving backward
Smoking on the life I'm giving back too
I'm counting all my stripes they impact you