Thesanity - The Rafters Lyrics

I be under the impression
I be falling in depression
Solving patterns in the madness
Feeling stiff up on my mattress
Mental problems in my sessions
But still counting the blessing
As I'm sitting with my rations
Out pursuing my own passion
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
I'm failing to take action, I'm losing all my sleep
I be caught in a distraction, that's forming in my dreams
It's a natural reaction, to fall into the seams
When you try to be a lone wolf, forget about a team
And I know shows ain't been the same, my generation can relate
And we all be on our phones, but technology is great
But everybody turning soft, drama always be in play
And it's getting on my nerves, throughout every single day, but I be
I be under the impression
I be falling in depression
Solving patterns in the madness
Feeling stiff up on my mattress
Mental problems in my sessions
But still counting the blessing
As I'm sitting with my rations
Out pursuing my own passion
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And it's a new kind of world, where only so many can thrive
You either be working, you're lazy, or follow a dream, or sit with your head in the sky
Or spend all your money on food, I be as guilty as you
But you gotta learn from the habits that seem to be driving the way that you move
And you need to live up your life, no matter the things that you do
But always remember that every action you take is defining you
And nothing will ever be EZ, but that doesn't mean to be stopping
So never give up on the life that you want because people said it ain't an option

I be under the impression
I be falling in depression
Solving patterns in the madness
Feeling stiff up on my mattress
Mental problems in my sessions
But still counting the blessing
As I'm sitting with my rations
Out pursuing my own passion
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
I'm failing to take action, I'm losing all my sleep
I be caught in a distraction, that's forming in my dreams
It's a natural reaction, to fall into the seams
When you try to be a lone wolf, forget about a team
And I know shows ain't been the same, my generation can relate
And we all be on our phones, but technology is great
But everybody turning soft, drama always be in play
And it's getting on my nerves, throughout every single day, but I be
I be under the impression
I be falling in depression
Solving patterns in the madness
Feeling stiff up on my mattress
Mental problems in my sessions
But still counting the blessing
As I'm sitting with my rations
Out pursuing my own passion
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And I know that it ain't paradise, cause everywhere I look it's a disaster, yeah
And I don't plan to die, but I know I'll be looking from the rafters, yeah
And it's a new kind of world, where only so many can thrive
You either be working, you're lazy, or follow a dream, or sit with your head in the sky
Or spend all your money on food, I be as guilty as you
But you gotta learn from the habits that seem to be driving the way that you move
And you need to live up your life, no matter the things that you do
But always remember that every action you take is defining you
And nothing will ever be EZ, but that doesn't mean to be stopping
So never give up on the life that you want because people said it ain't an option