Addiction, regret, and unrequited desire intertwine in this raw exploration of a toxic relationship's aftermath. The song portrays someone struggling with substance abuse while processing the end of a relationship that seems to have been marked by infidelity and poor choices. The repeated phrase "you're not mine" emphasizes both acceptance and lingering attachment, while references to pills and staying in bed suggest escapism through drugs. The narrator appears to be caught between wanting to see their former partner again while acknowledging the impossibility and unhealthiness of reconnecting. The obsessive repetition in the final section mirrors the cyclical nature of addiction and the difficulty of letting go of destructive patterns. Ultimately, the song captures the complex emotions of someone trying to break free from both chemical and emotional dependencies while coming to terms with loss.
