Tay White - CIRCUS Lyrics

I
Feel my life is like a circus
(Like a what)
There's times that I get nervous
(I get what)
And wonder if it's worth it
At all
(Let's Gooo)
But I-
(Yeah, Yeah)
Hold composure on the surface
(On the what)
Act like everything is perfect
(Like it's what)
When inside me I feel worthless
And can't stall
(Let's Gooo)

Back in this bitch
Like I never ever left
Gotta keep it goin till the end or the death of me
Of me
Of me
Of me
Of me
Of me
Of me
By the end of the road I will get what I'm owed
That's code for
This what
Feel like my destiny
My destiny you see
My destiny you see
That
This been me since the day that I came in
Prayers over actions
Close with an amen
2 off of 8 men
We got it moving
Weaker alone
So we move as a unit

No one around me would do what I'm doin
I found myself through the constant improvement

Orchestrate bands when I conduct the music
Fuck with me now because now it's a wait

I'm losing my grip on reality
Caught between dreams and salary
Problems they feel like a gallery
Run on my mind feel like I'm losing calories
Thoughts are at war call the Calvary
I'm sick and I don't think it's allergy
In Music I practice the alchemy
Live in my mind and in there it's a fallacy
Cuz all of my dreams have been bigger
Then me making 6 fuckin figures
Ill take my shot
Pull the trigger
Stay clear of them bitches with shovels
Gold diggers
Thee Expectation been rising
Heisman
Imma go get it in silence
Gut is my guidance
Went into hiding
Cuz I'm the only one I can confide in

I
Feel my life is like a circus
(Like a what)
There's times that I get nervous
(I get what)
And wonder if it's worth it
At all
(Let's Gooo)
But I-
(Yeah, Yeah)
Hold composure on the surface
(On the what)
Act like everything is perfect
(Like it's what)
When inside me I feel worthless
And can't stall
(Let's Gooo)

Frustration,
I've been waiting
Took my time,
Yes I'm patience
Been thinkin while I'm pacin
Back and forth
Mind switch locations
What this life's without chances
What's questions without answers
What's art without canvas
Same as music
Without dances

No where to fell expression
No way to vent rejection

Took each loss as a lesson
Moved in silence
Kept 'em guessing
I just found this new flow doe
Now chicks want rings like Frodo
I run the track like Flo Jo
Cuz All my shit been solo

Soloooooo
Soloooooo
Soloooooo
Soloooooo

Like I'm Han
I'm the one
In my state to get it done
And I do this shit for fun
But it's better getting funds
And I'm gone
Yea yea
And I'm gone

I
Feel my life is like a circus
(Like a what)
There's times that I get nervous
(I get what)
And wonder if it's worth it
At all
(Let's Gooo)
But I-
(Yeah, Yeah)
Hold composure on the surface
(On the what)
Act like everything is perfect
(Like it's what)
When inside me I feel worthless
And can't stall
(Let's Gooo)