Symph0ny - Bear - Instrumental Lyrics

I mean well
Cause lately haven't been myself
All I need is a little help to escape this hell
I hate this all we could have been it's the fact that I can try so hard but always seem to fall in the end

Listen friend to friend I thought that I could mend but it's hard to love somebody that makes me not want to love myself
But it's not me or you that's the issue it's the problems doubts and demons that seem to be surrounding you

I get this shit defensiveness restlessness the secret is tearing you part on the inside
You just wanna be free from your mind
Bear the fucking way I stare at you ain't cause I wanna see through you or try to scare you
I think it's cause I love you honestly
Apart of me is missing when you're not around and i'd prefer to help you before you move out of town
I'm scared to be alone I don't wanna be forgotten
Cause when I stare at you
I'm staring like "wow"

I'm sorry I hope you know
I just wonder where I should cause I'm not the person you think about anymore
The pain in my chest has become the norm
Everything's feeling cold
I'm sorry I destroyed our hope
You can't stand the feeling of being numb
It's like a constant high
It's like a nightmare unfolding in front of my eyes
I keep having these dreams where you never wanted me
I know it's not true...
But fuck it's making me bleed

I don't want you to see me like this so I might just drive myself to the bridge and feel the final kiss of a gun to my head and pull the fucking trigger and fall into the depths of the ocean
Let the pain in my heart drag me to the bottom
Everything that made me fall in the first place playing over in my head doing laps like it's a race
Playing over and over and I can't sleep
I can't trust another fucking woman cause I know this cycle repeats

I'm sorry