Svlace - Suffocating Lyrics

I'm tired of these evil tricks, forgive don't forget
But it's hard to forgive when it's again and again
Say I'm done with love, it's just pain and false hopes
Then I focus on myself and somehow pull on that rope
All jokes, how I see it cause it only leads to hurt
Could be me, could be her, in the end, it's still hurt
I don't know anymore, but this hole keeps getting bigger
Am I suffocating
Will I forget the bigger picture

Nowadays love is a prank to me
Found strength in the pain, I should be thanking me
But I'm tired of being numb, hurting the ones I got love for
I got love for babygirl, but she knew, I didn't love her

I wish I did for real (I wish I did)
I thought we had something real (I thought it'd live)
But feelings fade and so did I (So did I)
Can't fake my love and I wouldn't try

Theres no running, running, running
It keeps haunting, haunting, haunting
Me

I'm tired of these evil tricks, forgive don't forget
But it's hard to forgive when it's again and again
Say I'm done with love, it's just pain and false hopes
Then I focus on myself and somehow pull on that rope
All jokes, how I see it cause it only leads to hurt
Could be me, could be her, in the end, it's still hurt
I don't know anymore, but this hole keeps getting bigger
Am I suffocating
Will I forget the bigger picture

Will I forget the bigger picture

Am I suffocating
Will I forget the bigger picture

I don't know
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know
I don't know