Svlace - Making the Adjustment Lyrics

I'm emotionally traumatized, you can hear in the music
Tired of trying to be strong, can someone please let me lose it
Praying things will be alright because this year has been grueling
I'm about to have a child and hope it grows like a tulip
Blossoming into a healthy life to be the best human
Through love and lots of strength, I will pray we get through this
This is not what I had planned, but God does things were not used to
To shape us for improvement, we're preparing for beauty
Preparation for the love that I'm planning to give it
All the kisses and the hugs and the steps after tripping
All I'll say is get back up, cause when you fall it's uplifting
See it as a second chance to get back up and keep swinging
Papa didn't raise a quitter, I'll clean your cuts and your splinters
Put your stocking up for Christmas cause it's time to take pictures
Memories that I remember all the way through December
Simple things I have to keep alive, the gift keeps on giving
I was brought into a life of love so that's what I'll give it
This is deeper than religion, I'll give it all I can give it
Raise it as our little blessing, doesn't have to be Christian
And I've been calling it an it because we don't know the gender
I believe it deserves more but God does not make mistakes
Everything that comes our way, there's a reason it's came
I'm just praying everyday for some strength to be great
Need a stable environment for my seed to feel praised

Recording every take with dried up tears on my face