Svlace - Hopes Up Lyrics

Ah shit, I can't think, I got my hopes up again
Didn't listen to myself, now I wanna crawl out my skin
The idea of another relationship, makes me feel sick
I'm so tired of the hopefully's, it makes my head spin

Like,
Hopefully this'll last
Hopefully she's the one
Hopefully I don't cause pain
Hopefully this is love
Hopefully we don't crash and I reset, for it to happen again
Reason why, I'm only asking for friends

I guess I'm accident prone and getting my hopes up is where the accident is
Just looking for someone to hold with a passionate kiss
Just looking for some other home, kicking back at the crib
In my arms, no longer feeling so cold, packed with satisfaction
So what's sad is, I guess I'm asking for too much
Cause every time I think it could be that, it's really just imagined lavish
And because of that fact, that's where most of my demons hide like Imagine Dragons
Fuck it, I'm back in action
I'm tired of being depressed, the type that's sad inactive
The reality of it still lingers, but I've passed the sadness
I'm only tryna gravitate my name out the atmosphere and have Saturn blast this
In other words, I need the whole world to hear Solace
Let my words live on like Michel Nostradamus
I was invested in love and I went all in
That's my own fault, sacrificed my vision and almost lost it

Find it funny how I was selfish to myself being selfless, ain't that ironic
Thought our connection would grow even stronger, so once it weakened I felt helpless
Must've been smoking on chronic
I was so hopeful it could've been love, guess I'm a hopeless romantic
Eager to drop everything that I've done and that only did damage (Damn it)

Ah shit, I can't think, I got my hopes up again
Didn't listen to myself, now I wanna crawl out my skin
The idea of another relationship, makes me feel sick
I'm so tired of the hopefully's, it makes my head spin

Like
Hopefully this'll last
Hopefully she's the one
Hopefully I don't cause pain
Hopefully this is love
Hopefully we don't crash and I reset, for it to happen again
Reason why, I'm only asking for friends