Svlace - Circus Lyrics

Juggling these bitches gets ridiculous
Just a balancing act, on my single shit
Just enjoying myself, Im tryna live again
Cause the opening up is way too rigorous
Must mistake me for a clown, this ain't the circus
Lost the spark, I pulled the plug and killed the circuit
Got me thinking that this dating shit ain't worth it
Cause I'll be happy for a second, then feel worthless

Stuck on this ride and it feels like a fever dream
The spinning won't go away and I can't seem to scream
Letting false hopes guide is when the evil creeps
So now I'm rolling with the tide, sleeping where the demons sleep
I can't seem to leave
The company is necessary
Cause I really just be chilling until February
Try to paint me as the villain, but I'm never caring
Cause I know it's all an act thats temporary
Winters cold, so is my soul, but I'mma make the most
The suns out, go with the flow and try to break the mold
I run around until I'm home and still, I think on goals
The run down, is I'm on go and can't afford to fold
Time flies like the rides on a carousel
Steady galloping towards mine, see they're scared as hell
Got a stallion so divine, I don't care to tell
Off to the races, not relations, that's a fairytale

Juggling these bitches gets ridiculous
Just a balancing act, on my single shit
Just enjoying myself, Im tryna live again
Cause the opening up is way too rigorous
Must mistake me for a clown, this ain't the circus
Lost the spark, I pulled the plug and killed the circuit
Got me thinking that this dating shit ain't worth it
Cause I'll be happy for a second, then feel worthless