Super Jack - Learning to Breathe Again Lyrics

It's the day before the holidays
I can't get a ride back home
So I'm taking the train with all my stuff
It's a long journey
But I know it will be worth it in the end
It can be some sort of reflection on it all

While waiting for the train
I saw you
You were sitting there
You looked as great as you usually did
We were both waiting for the same train
I knew you wouldn't say hi to me
But I knew I needed to say hi to you

I pulled closer to your seat
We talked
It almost feels like nothing has changed
It's nice, there's a feeling of comfort there
But then I go out and say it

I've been trying not to think about you
As much as I have been recently
It gets hard to
Cause you were a part of my life for a long time
It's been almost half a year
But I try not to think about you
Cause at the end of the day
I do know I was better off now than I was then

You don't really react
You just kinda brush it off
And try to keep acting like nothing's happening
And I do the same
Cause really at the end of the day
I just want a happy ending
And if this is the closest I'll get to that
Then I'll engage with it

I've already gotten my closure
And I know that you're not necessarily gonna give me this closure
So I'm sitting and talking

I get to my stop
And I get off
And something about this interaction makes me happy
I don't know why but it does

But then I woke up...