Sunrises - Why Am I Alive Lyrics

Why am I alive
I don't know
Yo I'm feeling so damn sick
Every day is the same, so constant
Keep telling myself
I got this
Real talk, nothing makes sense
It's nonsense
She thinking she's agnostic
(Yeah, doubt it)
But I got her on her knees
She's so thick
(So thick)
My goals are out of wack
She knows this
Wanna get back on a path
That's my fix
I'm stuck in my own head
She got me left on read
Now I'm thinking what she said
Am I better off dead
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good though)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(So low)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
(Flying solo)
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
All my friends are high
But they get me down
My eyes are all dry
My face In the ground
I've been craving her so bad
Gotta keep my mind on track
Now I'm so mad
I've been stuck in my own head
(In my own head)
Gotta focus
Gotta make that real bread
(Gotta make that bread)
Girl always got me on read
Another excuse just to waste time instead
Still thinking what she said
Am I better off dead
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good though)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(So low)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
(Flying solo)
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
Remind me one more time
Cause I don't know why I'm alive
So tell me one more time what I'm good for
Maybe when I'm buried underground you'll want more
Remind me one more time
Cause I don't know why I'm alive
So tell me one more time what I'm good for
Maybe when I'm buried underground you'll want more
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good for nothing, nothing)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(I feel so alone)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
Why am I alive I don't know
I'll tell you at my grave
I'll be dead though
So tell me what I'm good for

Why am I alive
I don't know
Yo I'm feeling so damn sick
Every day is the same, so constant
Keep telling myself
I got this
Real talk, nothing makes sense
It's nonsense
She thinking she's agnostic
(Yeah, doubt it)
But I got her on her knees
She's so thick
(So thick)
My goals are out of wack
She knows this
Wanna get back on a path
That's my fix
I'm stuck in my own head
She got me left on read
Now I'm thinking what she said
Am I better off dead
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good though)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(So low)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
(Flying solo)
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
All my friends are high
But they get me down
My eyes are all dry
My face In the ground
I've been craving her so bad
Gotta keep my mind on track
Now I'm so mad
I've been stuck in my own head
(In my own head)
Gotta focus
Gotta make that real bread
(Gotta make that bread)
Girl always got me on read
Another excuse just to waste time instead
Still thinking what she said
Am I better off dead
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good though)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(So low)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
(Flying solo)
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
Remind me one more time
Cause I don't know why I'm alive
So tell me one more time what I'm good for
Maybe when I'm buried underground you'll want more
Remind me one more time
Cause I don't know why I'm alive
So tell me one more time what I'm good for
Maybe when I'm buried underground you'll want more
Why am I alive
I don't know
(I don't know)
Messing up my life
I do good though
(I do good for nothing, nothing)
Tell me one more time
What I'm good for
Yeah
I feel good for nothing
Tripping every day
Feeling so low
(I feel so alone)
Forcing everyone away
Flying solo
My bills are never paid
I still high roll
Yeah
I still high roll
Why am I alive I don't know
I'll tell you at my grave
I'll be dead though
So tell me what I'm good for