Sundressed - Oh Please Lyrics

I'm lacking some confidence
But I don't think it's permanent
I put in the work
Still I'm not sure
If this was ever meant

Now I'm bending over backwards and I can't feel my knees
I'm reading all these articles on home remedies
It manifests in shaking screaming obscenities
I'm begging release
Oh please

I can't pay a single bill
I haven't seen a doctor still
I just hope this doesn't kill me
I'm running up my bank account
But it won't clear for that amount
Comfortable as I can be

Dove in head first
Drove and I swerved
I was asleep at the wheel
I'm making progress
But I'm such a mess
And i don't know how i feel

Now I'm bending over backwards and I can't feel my knees
I'm reading all these articles that no one should see
It manifests in shaking screaming obscenities
I'm begging release
Oh please

Staring at the ceiling with light from the TV
There's noise in the background from some Netflix series
My head is screaming words that i just don't want to repeat
I wish that i could just blink
I'm begging release
Oh please.