Structures - Relapse; Signs. Lyrics

When I awoke in a pool of sweat
Not a thought crossed my mind that I was reading the wrong signs
This all so meaningless to me, and as endless as it seems
I've been turning the other cheek to the thoughts that left me feeling weak
Every time this happens to me, I find more than good reason in speaking slowly
Yet I refuse to believe that the truth is a life

I'm at fault for the decisions I have made
I'm falling asleep
I swear I've seen this a thousand times before
It's like a metaphor that I can't ignore, anymore

This is the last time I remember crawling on my knees in desperation
I'm falling asleep again
Why cant I wake up?
Time to wake up

Pretend, everything's fine
Relapse, one more fucking time
The grass is greener on the other side
All the time spent backpedaling seems useless
Because you never really get back what you've lost
But I've spent my life at the edge of the clouds
Obsessed with the sound, I'll never look down

Why can't I wake up?
Time to wake up
Pretend, everything's fine
Relapse

Dear dreamer, did you ever think to cover your tracks?
Keep light on the footsteps
Cause if the shoe fits, well the fucking shoe fits
Come to peace with it and you'll breathe sanity
It never seems to come easily to m
e
Dear dreamer, it's not my fault your life's a fucking nightmare
It'll slip right through your hands
Dear dreamer, it's time you rub your eyes and look at your sad reality