Stah Shabazz - Me Now Lyrics

You thought that I would set your soul but your so free now
You was in love with the old me it's fuck the whole me now
You use to hate all of my homies now your homies now
Wave hi when you walk by oh, you don't know me now
You act like I'm suppose to feel some type of way
Ironic enough I'm still feeling the same
I doubt that anything really a change
You call it love baby call it

Can't even pick up the phone you be thinking I'm fucking another bitch
Punching me while she screaming I fucking hate you now the neighbors think we on some other shit
I should of just married your cousin azijia, but Philly ain't give me a fucking pick
That night on the couch I was high as ever, so falling for you was fucking risk
Baby you bad in itself
Baby you bad for your health
I could do that with by myself
After D.C. I have learned not to trust in your word I know all of my actions were felt
Maybe It's me with the problem
Maybe I should of wore condoms
I should of got her to swallow
I should of hit and split it and quit it and forgot about calling tomorrow instead

I thought she would set my soul free but she so free now
Use to love who was the old me it's fuck the old me now
Use to stay hanging with homies, fuck the homies now
Searching my eyes in the mirror I can't find where my soul be now
Thought I was suppose to feel some type a way
I can't even tell if I'm feeling the same
How long have i really been numb to this change
You call it life all that I feel is pain

That's all that's ever been I've been
I've been drinking and smoking on medicine
Get my money on late nights im letterman
Knock knock he need a twenty don't let him
Shit my momma say you on the edge again
I just pray I don't jump off this ledge again
They say you are the greatest that's evident
But they never heard none of my evidence
I got people that claim that they really love me, it's funny I know I don't feel the same
I could people that say they would never judge me, and leave to god if he ever came
I got family that treat me like enemies I got friends that a treat me like blood relation
I got bitches I know that I ride for me, I got dogs that a kill your entire nation
Just to revenge my annihilation
And Shout out to all Sanaa lathans
For your felony acts and your violations
That have kept me prison or starvation
Loyalty is why Yah worth saving
All my demons come with the worst cravings
I know hell a freeze if the lord waiting
Pray the ancestors give me more patience for real

I thought that he would set my soul free but I'm so free now
We use to look up to the og's we the og's now
I use to sip slow on the o e now it's codeine now
Living to fast gotta get me grasp and slow things down

I doubt that anything ever will change