Stabbing Westward - Why Lyrics

I am not here
I think I've never
Been here at all
Or ever will

I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
And why can't you see that my life's turned gray?

I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real

It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear and hopes have died
But now I am safe nothing can hurt me here

Why can't you see my need for forgiveness
The truth and the lies so confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe in anything

I am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
But I am not real

I've made all I am with lies
Why does it seem that everything's different?
And why does it seems that only you are real?
I don't believe in anything sacred
So why do I feel so damned alone?

[Chorus]

I need someone to break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul