Spermbirds - Honestly Lyrics

I will try to be good
and be right
when i say that i am
i will listen
and look like i care
and that i understand
i'll be friendly
and fair and discreet
and look the other way
i'll be helpful
and often polite
almost everyday
honestly

These are things that I tell myself
and almost believe
split-second decisions
to comfort and deceive
These are my traps and fake outs
These are my prisoners
These are things that I tell myself
honestly

I will do all these things
cause I truly believe
that it's right
Then I'll fail
and I'll fail
and I'll fail
And then I'll fight
with myself
and the way I imagine
that things should be
Then I'll try again
honestly