Soccer Mommy - gray light Lyrics

Looking at you
Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed

I feel it too
Inside the gray light of my room

Am I just like you
Am I gonna be there way too soon

'Cause I see the noose
Follows me closely whatever I do

But I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown

Something feels loose
I'm falling to pieces
From one little screw

I can't hear the mood
I begged you to change me
You ripped me in two

These pieces of you
They cover my body
It's so hard to chew

I see the noose
Stuck to my fingers
I've pulled at the glue

I can't lose it
The feeling I'm going down
I can't lose it
I'm watching my mother drown