Smilez - Useless Lyrics

I'm so damn useless
I'm so damn useless
What am I thinking?
What am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
Take me back, back to the old days
When we were young and everything was okay
It's so sad to watch all my hopes fade
Now my soul is drenched with the cold rain
Long nights and bad days man I'm never feeling alright
My sad face got me clenching up my jaw tight
So that way I can hold it in and not cry
'Cause my pathway on this road has been a tall fight
I have faith that I'll make it but I lost sight
I'm in bad shape, haven't been well in a long time
My ashtray is my best friend we got strong ties
'Cause the sad days when we smoke all night
And i don't even know what to do
I'm smokin' green when I be feeling blue
I'm used to this no it ain't nothing new
I really wish it ended that's the truth
I'm stuck up in this rut like glue
Got me staring at the stars and the moon
A broken rose and i'm just tryna bloom
Hopefully I don't end up in a tomb
What am I thinking?
what am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
I ain't been the same since I lost my cousin last year
She was so young, why is life such a disaster?
Now I'm all confused, standing gazing out this vast sphere
Devil take away the spells and demons that you cast here
Never got to say goodbye
Why'd it have to be this way?
I been so numb I can't even really feel the pain
I get so sad tearing up when I see your face
Life is so short it reminds me these are fleeting days
What am I thinking?
What am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
I'm so damn useless
Useless
Useless

I'm so damn useless
I'm so damn useless
What am I thinking?
What am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
Take me back, back to the old days
When we were young and everything was okay
It's so sad to watch all my hopes fade
Now my soul is drenched with the cold rain
Long nights and bad days man I'm never feeling alright
My sad face got me clenching up my jaw tight
So that way I can hold it in and not cry
'Cause my pathway on this road has been a tall fight
I have faith that I'll make it but I lost sight
I'm in bad shape, haven't been well in a long time
My ashtray is my best friend we got strong ties
'Cause the sad days when we smoke all night
And i don't even know what to do
I'm smokin' green when I be feeling blue
I'm used to this no it ain't nothing new
I really wish it ended that's the truth
I'm stuck up in this rut like glue
Got me staring at the stars and the moon
A broken rose and i'm just tryna bloom
Hopefully I don't end up in a tomb
What am I thinking?
what am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
I ain't been the same since I lost my cousin last year
She was so young, why is life such a disaster?
Now I'm all confused, standing gazing out this vast sphere
Devil take away the spells and demons that you cast here
Never got to say goodbye
Why'd it have to be this way?
I been so numb I can't even really feel the pain
I get so sad tearing up when I see your face
Life is so short it reminds me these are fleeting days
What am I thinking?
What am I doing?
Why do I feel so goddamn stupid?
I been up drinking
'Cause I'm so clueless
Why do I feel so goddamn useless?
Why do I ruin everything?
I touch it and it breaks and that's with anything
Why can I never get my peace?
I can't sleep so I have no energy
I'm so damn useless
Useless
Useless