Smilez - Mood Swings Lyrics

My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
One more puff and I'll feel alright
One more blunt and I'll be just fine
One more night I could fix my mind
One more time I'mma roll it up and light
Cause it never ends it never ends no
My confession is the pressure gets tough
I'm endeavoring to get the win but
I'm surrendering depression wins
I been stuffing my face but I got too much on my plate
And I know I been saying I don't but it pops in my brain
I'm just so damn worried for no reason thinking what they might say
If I be myself cause I don't like the mirror shape in my gaze
I can't even get up outta bed sometimes
I'm a mess sometimes
Wish I was dead sometimes
Smoke another blunt just to pretend I'm fine
I just need to get the painful thoughts up in my fucking head on right
My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
My mood swings like a wrecking ball so excuse me
When one second I'll be cooling then I'm fuming
My mood swings like a thriller movie
With a shoot scene back and forth it's just so gloomy
And I just wish for some light to shimmer
Only illumination shown is from the Bic's and Clipper's
I take a sip of my liquor mixture
I'm upside down and out the frame if you don't get the picture
Look in the mirror and I consider
My heart's been broken down and mangled and it makes me bitter
And then I hear the voice in my head whisper
You was the stupid one that handed them the knives and scissors
My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
My mood swings like a wrecking ball so excuse me
When one second I'll be cooling then I'm fuming
My mood swings like a thriller movie
With a shoot scene back and forth it's just so gloomy
My mood swings like a pendulum I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so damn crazy and confusing

My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
One more puff and I'll feel alright
One more blunt and I'll be just fine
One more night I could fix my mind
One more time I'mma roll it up and light
Cause it never ends it never ends no
My confession is the pressure gets tough
I'm endeavoring to get the win but
I'm surrendering depression wins
I been stuffing my face but I got too much on my plate
And I know I been saying I don't but it pops in my brain
I'm just so damn worried for no reason thinking what they might say
If I be myself cause I don't like the mirror shape in my gaze
I can't even get up outta bed sometimes
I'm a mess sometimes
Wish I was dead sometimes
Smoke another blunt just to pretend I'm fine
I just need to get the painful thoughts up in my fucking head on right
My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
My mood swings like a wrecking ball so excuse me
When one second I'll be cooling then I'm fuming
My mood swings like a thriller movie
With a shoot scene back and forth it's just so gloomy
And I just wish for some light to shimmer
Only illumination shown is from the Bic's and Clipper's
I take a sip of my liquor mixture
I'm upside down and out the frame if you don't get the picture
Look in the mirror and I consider
My heart's been broken down and mangled and it makes me bitter
And then I hear the voice in my head whisper
You was the stupid one that handed them the knives and scissors
My mood swings like a pendulum
I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so crazy and confusing
I do things that I regret and then I'm stressing and abusing
This marijuana smoke that's in my blue veins
My mood swings like a wrecking ball so excuse me
When one second I'll be cooling then I'm fuming
My mood swings like a thriller movie
With a shoot scene back and forth it's just so gloomy
My mood swings like a pendulum I penned it on the looseleaf
It's so damn crazy and confusing