Simexn - Wins and Losses Lyrics

I got these dreams that's underneath my belt
I got this pressure on my body, I don't need no help
But I'm always stuck cause I don't ever fucking trust myself
So don't go questioning my loyalty, I gave myself
And every day feels like I'm loosing
I'm always second-guessing
Couldn't even finish school and
I been back and forth with jobs
I got no funds to keep me cool
But when I sit back with this music
It just feels so therapeutic
And I
Sometimes I lose control
My mind runs into circles
That's the reason I would smoke
And I been fucking all these hoes
I always felt fucking alone
I want you to hold me close
You the reason I'm writing these songs
Cause I
Love you, love you
You always listen to me
Ohh
Oh yeah
And I don't know why I gotta go through all this bullshit
When I'm feeling good, it's always something with some new shit
I've been on my own that's why I'm fucking with a new bitch
I'm still feeling nothing, she was only just a crew bitch
Her middle name ain't loyalty but fuck me like a porn star
Driving in the city, having urges to crash now
Staying to myself cause I know I overthink a lot
Shit inside my head I'm feeling crazy, bout this shit a lot
Don't believe in nothing, when I die I pray to have my own religion
Cause I been trying on my own
Depression steady winning
Lost it all before it's like the devil always winning
But 2021 I see my life of new beginnings
Let's get it
Cause I
Love you, love you
You always listen to me

I got these dreams that's underneath my belt
I got this pressure on my body, I don't need no help
But I'm always stuck cause I don't ever fucking trust myself
So don't go questioning my loyalty, I gave myself
And every day feels like I'm loosing
I'm always second-guessing
Couldn't even finish school and
I been back and forth with jobs
I got no funds to keep me cool
But when I sit back with this music
It just feels so therapeutic
And I
Sometimes I lose control
My mind runs into circles
That's the reason I would smoke
And I been fucking all these hoes
I always felt fucking alone
I want you to hold me close
You the reason I'm writing these songs
Cause I
Love you, love you
You always listen to me
Ohh
Oh yeah
And I don't know why I gotta go through all this bullshit
When I'm feeling good, it's always something with some new shit
I've been on my own that's why I'm fucking with a new bitch
I'm still feeling nothing, she was only just a crew bitch
Her middle name ain't loyalty but fuck me like a porn star
Driving in the city, having urges to crash now
Staying to myself cause I know I overthink a lot
Shit inside my head I'm feeling crazy, bout this shit a lot
Don't believe in nothing, when I die I pray to have my own religion
Cause I been trying on my own
Depression steady winning
Lost it all before it's like the devil always winning
But 2021 I see my life of new beginnings
Let's get it
Cause I
Love you, love you
You always listen to me