Silence 4 - I'm Not Perfect Lyrics

I've been taught not to lie
I was a scout full of pride
But I can't share none of what I'm feeling now
You resent me
But it's the lies that keeps you around

I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake
But still you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out

Then you say to drop my armour and be myself
You are been tired of my defenses
Stupid reasons
Deceiving you and your senses
But I'm protecting you from this hell

I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake
But still you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out

Stop lying
Stop faking (I´m trying)
You're nothing
You're just a waste of time
For 9 months
I've been pregnant with lies
And soon she'll be sreaming the screams,
Screaming I've been trying to hide them from you
With illusions
Truth can bring so much useless, worthless,
unconceiving PAIN

Here comes the pain
But still you ask for more than I can act
And I just can't cope with it