Shy High - Charity Lyrics

(Hold on let me get one more take)
Yeah
You said what?
People outside?
Oh people are sleeping
Uh
They're about to wake up
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I been on my own
I been on my own
Yeah I had my people
But my people ain't me
I don't know how my know-how should decide my leash
This is everything that I got
And I ain't showing a lot
She ain't wanna believe it
And that disappointment is leaking
Wrote poetry in my basement
We all doing the same shit
So desperate to be different
Until different is just basic
And I don't need no touch
Empathy is too much
Into me is impossible, you must mean my friend
See, my memory is my enemy
And this shield is my remedy
Please help my plan work
Tell me that we can't work
Ask me a good question and raise eyebrows at my answer
And I'll play it back
I should've said I never needed no one

She sending pics to my phone
I think it's charity
She offered me a ride home
I think it's charity
She looking into my past
I think it's charity
And she text me so fast
I think it's charity
Yeah

I deleted the logs and covered the tracks
Like it was a crime
I fear getting involved and getting attached
And getting behind
She fears I might be famous
I don't know what to say
You could be my accompany
But I don't know what you'd play
She could hear my disappointment
That's the point, what I was hoping
I held poison in my mouth until my mouth was overflowing
She's got no rush on commitment
And probably no interest
She's proud of me and I'm proud too
I stay focused around you

She sending pics to my phone
I think it's charity
She offered me a ride home
I think it's charity
She looking into my past
I think it's charity
And she text me so fast
I think it's charity
Yeah

Read my mind
(I need a chariot)
(I need a chariot, I need a chariot)
Read my mind
Like my brain is brail
If you don't see my signs
Then you can go to hell
I won't take donations
From a teenage girl
I been way too patient
I been way too patient

She sending pics to my phone
I think it's charity
She offered me a ride home
I think it's charity
She looking into my past
I think it's charity
And she text me so fast
I think it's charity
Yeah

(I need a chariot, I need a chariot)
(I need a chariot, I need a chariot)