ShepDaddy - WINDOW Lyrics

(All I see is flames)
(All I see is flames)
(Outside my window)

Two thirty again
Struggling to sleep again
Afraid to wake up
Anywhere but here again
Seems everywhere I go
I get reminded of you
I love my own serenity
But it ain't out my window
Looking both ways
When I step out that door
The paranoia
In my personal war
Scared to pull the curtains
Just to see you lurking
It's all I've ever known
I try but it ain't working

Pulled the curtains today
Just to stare at these flames
I wanna go outside
But it's not my choice to make
I'm locked inside of this
Detrimental unhealthy mindset
That prevents me getting hurt
But doesn't stop hurting myself
Sometimes I lie in bed
Letting my thoughts run free
My friends were there too
How lonely can I possibly be
Having to dream of my friends
Cause I know they ain't coming
With those flames outside
I'm leading them to suffering
Some stand in the fire
I see them time after time
Cloaked robes except for one
They don't seem afraid to die
That one was a devilness
In a pretty red dress
Formed into the shape
Of the one I used to undress

Two thirty again
Struggling to sleep again
Afraid to wake up
Anywhere but here again
Seems everywhere I go
I get reminded of you
I love my own serenity
But it ain't out my window
Looking both ways
When I step out that door
The paranoia
In my personal war
Scared to pull the curtains
Just to see you lurking
It's all I've ever known
I try but it ain't working

Finally she turned around
But still looking at the ground
She finally looked to skies
With these red lights in her eyes
I'm still shaking in fear
In the corner against the wall
But after I heard a creaking
I wish I wasn't alive at all
Looked the other way
Just to see those eyes
Started crawling backwards
Where does she want with me
Back against my bed
She whispered in my ear
Welcome home my king
My heart's sinking in fear
Her hand round my neck
Is this where it ends
But she kissed my lips
With the taste of death
How could I be weak
The devil has control of me
I'm falling for her spell
King and queen it's meant to be

Two thirty again
Struggling to sleep again
Afraid to wake up
Anywhere but here again
It seems everywhere I go
I get reminded of you
I love my own serenity
But it ain't out my window
Looking both ways
When I step out that door
The paranoia
In my personal war
Scared to pull the curtains
Just to see you lurking
But it's all I've known
I try but it ain't working

Two thirty again
Struggling to sleep again
Afraid to wake up
Anywhere but here again
It seems everywhere I go
I get reminded of you
I love my own serenity
But it ain't out my window
Looking both ways
When I step out that door
The paranoia
In my personal war
Scared to pull the curtains
Just to see you lurking
But it's all I've known
I try but it ain't working

(All I see is flames)
(All I see is flames)
(All I see is flames)