Semisad, Deep October - Afraid To Die Lyrics

Will you be alone at the end of the night
And we'll watch the sunrise
Part from my home let me soak in the light
And pretend we're afraid to die
Sometimes my sunsets give me new conviction
Hard when you undress perplexing addictions
Like why I'm obsessed when you're not worth the mention
And you're unimpressed by my lack of complexion
I keep regressing and hold to past tenses
Mind keeps on meshing and blends my perception
Prone to confessing can't get this digested
That you'll be away while I'm stuck here so helpless

I want you to know that I'll love you again
Though things will change
And it's hard to go when I see you with him
And we're so estranged

Best thing I survive
More less a massacre
Left wing driver side
I love the passenger
Drills the holes
Under the hills that slope
You had the will to cope
I had to wield the rope
I fuckin know that I'm
The one whose supposed to die
But still I hope to God
That he would close the sky

Most the times you chose to close your eyes
I chose to open mine to leave me froze in time
That was the closest I got so remote to God
And I can see his face when all the leaves were changing
In the breeze and rain it was a steep escape from this

Best thing I survive
More less a massacre
Left wing driver side
I love the passenger
Drills the holes
Under the hills that slope
You had the will to cope
I had to wield the rope
I fuckin know that I'm
The one whose supposed to die
But still I hope to God
That he would close the sky

Baby I'm dizzy from the come down
Maybe why did this more than once now
Stay with me at sundown
Willow trees and gun sounds

I want you to know that I'll love you again
Will you be alone at the end of the night
And we'll watch the sunrise
Part from my home let me soak in the light
And pretend we're afraid to die