Selca - Uncharted Lyrics

Im falling i'm falling i'm falling i'm falling fast
My momma she been nauseous we've been lost cause we ain't got no plans
Im tarnished im off this im off to uncharted lands
To light darkness ill take caution ill make progress im promising
They don't wanna see me stand up on my feet again
They don't wanna hear me rapping on a beat again
They don't wanna see me talking on the cnn
They don't wanna see the sold out shows if the streams will grow
They don't wanna see me being fed
All they wanna see is way more holes on the road i drove they don't wanna see me finishing
Im falling i'm falling i'm falling i'm falling fast
My momma she been nauseous we've been lost cause we ain't got no plans
Im tarnished im off this im off to uncharted lands
To light darkness ill take caution ill make progress im promising
In light of recent events i needed to vent
A lot of thoughts up in my head i really needed to pen
But the pen ain't even healing guess i need to repent
Man god ain't even hearing scraped my knees up again
Tell me how do you react when your back is against the wall
When the whole world attacking and asking for you to fall
When your own boys abandon and lack with the phone call
Never pictured me one knee collapsed on the floor
Man i need an appointment to see my best friend hope that i'm welcome
Nine weeks of chemo where the fuck were you selca
I wish that i sent you a text
Stead of emptiness evidence was empty threads
And to my little brother it's just a little thunder
I hope that you ain't stashing pills under your pillow brother
I know this void but don't you grab a smith like willow brother
You ain't a killer so don't you kill my brother
And i'll be here i promised your sister brother
That i'll be near never long distance brother
And fuck fear don't give in the system brother
You on a tier so high i'm squinting brother
I'm on a mission brother to bring you back home
Throw a lasso i grab hold but you see my grip is twisting brother
I won't let go you have so much to witness brother
Man i'm so sick of the broken bottles
Sick of the swollen nostrils
Sick of this hole in my chest from this horn that's poking outward
My thoughts is overcrowded
Sick of the obstacles the pot holes life's plot holes need a pot of gold in my optical
And don't fucking tell me to hope for progress
Shit is hopeless nonsense
Like searching for rewards shit is unrewarding
Long road ahead of me can't lead my brethren if i don't even know where i be going

Im falling i'm falling i'm falling i'm falling fast
My momma she been nauseous we've been lost cause we ain't got no plans
Im tarnished im off this im off to uncharted lands
To light darkness ill take caution ill make progress im promising
They don't wanna see me stand up on my feet again
They don't wanna hear me rapping on a beat again
They don't wanna see me talking on the cnn
They don't wanna see the sold out shows if the streams will grow
They don't wanna see me being fed
All they wanna see is way more holes on the road i drove they don't wanna see me finishing
Im falling i'm falling i'm falling i'm falling fast
My momma she been nauseous we've been lost cause we ain't got no plans
Im tarnished im off this im off to uncharted lands
To light darkness ill take caution ill make progress im promising
In light of recent events i needed to vent
A lot of thoughts up in my head i really needed to pen
But the pen ain't even healing guess i need to repent
Man god ain't even hearing scraped my knees up again
Tell me how do you react when your back is against the wall
When the whole world attacking and asking for you to fall
When your own boys abandon and lack with the phone call
Never pictured me one knee collapsed on the floor
Man i need an appointment to see my best friend hope that i'm welcome
Nine weeks of chemo where the fuck were you selca
I wish that i sent you a text
Stead of emptiness evidence was empty threads
And to my little brother it's just a little thunder
I hope that you ain't stashing pills under your pillow brother
I know this void but don't you grab a smith like willow brother
You ain't a killer so don't you kill my brother
And i'll be here i promised your sister brother
That i'll be near never long distance brother
And fuck fear don't give in the system brother
You on a tier so high i'm squinting brother
I'm on a mission brother to bring you back home
Throw a lasso i grab hold but you see my grip is twisting brother
I won't let go you have so much to witness brother
Man i'm so sick of the broken bottles
Sick of the swollen nostrils
Sick of this hole in my chest from this horn that's poking outward
My thoughts is overcrowded
Sick of the obstacles the pot holes life's plot holes need a pot of gold in my optical
And don't fucking tell me to hope for progress
Shit is hopeless nonsense
Like searching for rewards shit is unrewarding
Long road ahead of me can't lead my brethren if i don't even know where i be going