Sebadoh - medicate Lyrics

medicate i hate my brain
cover up th pain it creates
prescribe the ride for me
and when my body wants it I'm yr slave

no, i don't want yr hangover
but how will i learn to be sober?
oh, i miss it when the sorrow tempts me again

meditate i'll try to pray
but what god gives away has a fee
dictate the words i say
that mean more if i pay to repeat

lord, i don't want yr hangover
but how will i learn to be sober?
how can i live unforgiven?
oh, i miss it when the sorrow tempts me again