sbstn - stein's gate Lyrics

Aching memories overwhelm my brain
What is this? Where the fuck am I?
What is all this pain?
Look around at least I know I'm still me
Why do I feel like you're tryna kill me?
Did a couple psychedelics, I admit I'm guilty
But that don't justify this way I'm feeling
In a couple hours I'm sure this ghost will leave
But it didn't, floating in a space where I still see
Then I thought, maybe its a shinigami
"Please just come and take my soul!"
Crying I scream, I plead
Man I tried everything
But it never fucking worked
This reality's the worst
All this weight up on me, feel like I've been cursed
And I'm hurt
Looking for the exit, guess I gotta search
For the door that'll take me right back to my earth
For what it's worth
I feel I might fail
Good green in the Element, shit it might help
Look down at my chest and its bleeding like hell
Running out of time my heart's looking quite frail
If the pain doesn't end, I guess I'm killing my-
Here I am again
Back at the first event
Back when all these feelings started, wasn't my intent
Mistakes were made, that was just the way it went
Now I gotta change it all, that shit I must prevent
At the time it felt so nice, it was heaven sent
All the pain it brought me, can't help but repent
Never knew that happiness could be malevolent
Burn it all to the ground, leave no evidence
After everything, I still felt so betrayed
Hole in my heart, that shit I can't replace
It still follows me even though its set ablaze
I guess memories are something that you can't erase
Don't know what to do, so I guess I'll pray:
God, please take me away
Off to a better place
Somewhere where I feel safe
Where I'm free from all the pain
I'm just tryna maintain
This mask on my face
Its cracked in a place
Where the secret of my eyes all just goes to waste
Art is explosive till the scars fade
And I'm haunted by all the memories at the end of the day

Aching memories overwhelm my brain
What is this? Where the fuck am I?
What is all this pain?
Look around at least I know I'm still me
Why do I feel like you're tryna kill me?
Did a couple psychedelics, I admit I'm guilty
But that don't justify this way I'm feeling
In a couple hours I'm sure this ghost will leave
But it didn't, floating in a space where I still see
Then I thought, maybe its a shinigami
"Please just come and take my soul!"
Crying I scream, I plead
Man I tried everything
But it never fucking worked
This reality's the worst
All this weight up on me, feel like I've been cursed
And I'm hurt
Looking for the exit, guess I gotta search
For the door that'll take me right back to my earth
For what it's worth
I feel I might fail
Good green in the Element, shit it might help
Look down at my chest and its bleeding like hell
Running out of time my heart's looking quite frail
If the pain doesn't end, I guess I'm killing my-
Here I am again
Back at the first event
Back when all these feelings started, wasn't my intent
Mistakes were made, that was just the way it went
Now I gotta change it all, that shit I must prevent
At the time it felt so nice, it was heaven sent
All the pain it brought me, can't help but repent
Never knew that happiness could be malevolent
Burn it all to the ground, leave no evidence
After everything, I still felt so betrayed
Hole in my heart, that shit I can't replace
It still follows me even though its set ablaze
I guess memories are something that you can't erase
Don't know what to do, so I guess I'll pray:
God, please take me away
Off to a better place
Somewhere where I feel safe
Where I'm free from all the pain
I'm just tryna maintain
This mask on my face
Its cracked in a place
Where the secret of my eyes all just goes to waste
Art is explosive till the scars fade
And I'm haunted by all the memories at the end of the day