Sanja - Awake Lyrics

Looking back I know I did the right thing
But it was so hard cause we were not a fling
Try to act like nothing happened I'm ok
Just ignoring so much, so much, so much
Yeah I thought I wouldn't need you
But I do in every way
Every single day
How do I get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste
Yeah the pain is getting lighter every day
But sometimes when I feel lonely
All the memories come back
Yeah I thought I wouldn't need you
But I do in every way
Every single day
How do I get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste
It is hard to be brave when you're feeling so much pain
But the story ends here 'cause I'll never be the same
Hope I'll get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste

Looking back I know I did the right thing
But it was so hard cause we were not a fling
Try to act like nothing happened I'm ok
Just ignoring so much, so much, so much
Yeah I thought I wouldn't need you
But I do in every way
Every single day
How do I get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste
Yeah the pain is getting lighter every day
But sometimes when I feel lonely
All the memories come back
Yeah I thought I wouldn't need you
But I do in every way
Every single day
How do I get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste
It is hard to be brave when you're feeling so much pain
But the story ends here 'cause I'll never be the same
Hope I'll get out of this mess
I don't want to let myself down
How long is this gonna take
Why when I'm finally awake
I feel like I need to lie down
So this is how love could taste