Sandro Perri - How Will I? Lyrics

Friend of mine, how will I?
Dearest unknowns
Look just like a buzzin' fly
Flew far away from understanding
Once again, I have been thrown

And I long to collect
Every passage
Every breach
Every touch
My eyes focused on preserving half as much

Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Today looks like love is bolder, today

Oh, I can appreciate
The way you stand, oh you stand beside me
'Cause I can barely stand to tower alone
Over this infinity
How will I?

I'm humbled right down to the core
Oh fails to swim
And if it ends up
Beached up on the shore

Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder

Today looks like love is bolder, today
But even if I sang it same other way
Dress it up
Hold the beat back or change the name
Smoke it out

Bump it up
Drink it down
Dry ice and blinding lights
Sing up high
Make it nice to be broken down

I put a hoodie on it, it's the same
I cloak it in black magic
Drag it along on its own chain
Into an endless loop of pain feeding pain
Dishin' it out again and again

Then feelin' no pain
No feelin' nothing
And at the end ooh
At the end ooh
Well even if I draw a mustache on it
Wouldn't it be the same?
Go on have you
Underneath of the lying pain

I kick up, myself up with a snake on my chest
How else could I die?
My little dress
Come on, off page and inside the song its all up to the change
Changing is the game

Oh, it's the ever expanding sticky wet light cage
Well even if I choose to refuse to use it that way
Ah I get closer to the flame
And panning out in all directions
I seem to want to comeback to a simple refrain

How will I?
Will I give?
How will I?
Will I give?
How will I?
Will I give?
How will I?
Will I give?