Saints Diary - lying to myself (boy toy pt. 2) Lyrics

Yeah
Smoke in the restroom (Ay)
Hoping that I meet my doom
Smoking suicide
Fuck my life
When I'm high
Can you stay here by my side? (Ay)
Why do I feel so depressed?
Why do I feel so oppressed?
I can feel it in my chest
Maybe I should rest?
Yeah I think that I fucked up
Maybe I'm just lying to myself
Maybe I'm just fuckin' up myself (Ay)
Yeah, ay
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Ay, I've been on my own for awhile now
I've been suicidal for awhile now
I've been trynna keep you far from me
Right now
Really wanna die here
Right now
Even If if it's in your arms
Right now
Even if it's in your car
Right now
Blow my Brains
Right now
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Yeah
Smoke in the restroom (Ay)
Hoping that I meet my doom
Smoking suicide
Fuck my life
When I'm high
Can you stay here by my side? (Ay)
Why do I feel so depressed?
Why do I feel so oppressed?
I can feel it in my chest
Maybe I should rest?
Yeah I think that I fucked up
Maybe I'm just lying to myself
Maybe I'm just fuckin' up myself (Ay)
Yeah, ay
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Ay, I've been on my own for awhile now
I've been suicidal for awhile now
I've been trynna keep you far from me
Right now
Really wanna die here
Right now
Even If if it's in your arms
Right now
Even if it's in your car
Right now
Blow my Brains
Right now
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go

Yeah
Smoke in the restroom (Ay)
Hoping that I meet my doom
Smoking suicide
Fuck my life
When I'm high
Can you stay here by my side? (Ay)
Why do I feel so depressed?
Why do I feel so oppressed?
I can feel it in my chest
Maybe I should rest?
Yeah I think that I fucked up
Maybe I'm just lying to myself
Maybe I'm just fuckin' up myself (Ay)
Yeah, ay
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Ay, I've been on my own for awhile now
I've been suicidal for awhile now
I've been trynna keep you far from me
Right now
Really wanna die here
Right now
Even If if it's in your arms
Right now
Even if it's in your car
Right now
Blow my Brains
Right now
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Yeah
Smoke in the restroom (Ay)
Hoping that I meet my doom
Smoking suicide
Fuck my life
When I'm high
Can you stay here by my side? (Ay)
Why do I feel so depressed?
Why do I feel so oppressed?
I can feel it in my chest
Maybe I should rest?
Yeah I think that I fucked up
Maybe I'm just lying to myself
Maybe I'm just fuckin' up myself (Ay)
Yeah, ay
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go
Ay, I've been on my own for awhile now
I've been suicidal for awhile now
I've been trynna keep you far from me
Right now
Really wanna die here
Right now
Even If if it's in your arms
Right now
Even if it's in your car
Right now
Blow my Brains
Right now
Baby I'm your toy
I don't wanna let go