Saint James - Relapse Lyrics

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder 
All these things they eating at my soul 
So many things that I gotta let go 
I'm not the same 
My old ways 
Yeah they gotta go 
No more delay 
I hate feeling this way 
I hate feeling this way

Every time we get closer 
I fall right back in my ways 
So many times I had fell astray 
But I guess I had better days 
I said I wouldn't be the same 
But I keep feeling all these pains 
I promised I was gon' change 
But I keep yelling your name 
Lost I don't know where to go 
Like I'm wearing blind folds 
Put you after my goals 

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder 
All these things they eating at my soul 
So many things that I gotta let go 
I'm not the same 
My old ways 
Yeah they gotta go 
No more delay 
I hate feeling this way 
I hate feeling this way

Wake up early mornings just to lay & pray 
Falling off my word lord I am so afraid 
I need you with me guiding me day by day 
Need all of these pains of life to go away 
I'm in a drought 
Need to go a different route 
I'm in & im out 
God I gotta work it out 
I'm in & im out 
God I gotta work it out

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder 
All these things they eating at my soul 
So many things that I gotta let go 
I'm not the same 
My old ways 
Yeah they gotta go 
No more delay 
I hate feeling this way 
I hate feeling this way