Ryan Caraveo - How to Luv Me Lyrics

I used to be ecstatic
Now if you look through my eyes, all you'd see is static
I don't mean to sound dramatic
But when the money leaves, so does love, it's automatic
There's a curtain, I see past it
I liked the world better when I still believed in magic, man
I used to imagine
Winnin' with my friends, but they fell victims to the habits
Now the only thing that matters
Is finally understandin' it ain't my fault that it happened
Only reason that I'm blabbin'
Is 'cause I want you there for me when I'm finally there for me

Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out? (out)
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you I don't know how to love me?

Oh, I feel hysteric
Afraid I won't get to enjoy my life before I perish
So, I flew out to Paris
Just to daydream about home out on the terrace
I've been danglin' these carrots
Motivated by the things that don't have any merit
Once I get it, I'll be cherished
I know that it's wrong, but I repeat it like a parrot
Maybe I am just embarrassed
'Cause if I wasn't busy, I'd be lonely, that's apparent
Only reason that I'm sharin'
Is 'cause I want you there for me when I'm finally there for me

Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out? (out)
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you I don't know how to love me?

(All alone with me)
Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out?
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?