Ronnie C - The Feel Trip, Pt. 1 Lyrics

Love is what I always wanted but I hardly got it
I was getting money and chicks when I was hardly poppin'
Fourteen at colleges with my brother party hoppin'
Could have got a degree but I pursued some other options
I failed at many but quite a few had remained solid
But sometimes giving up too easy was my main problem
I used to vent with my fists, scrapping, stayed squabblin'
I was scared of the fall, that's why I hate Autumn
Now my soul's colder than the most arctic winter
Turn my back, burned bridges, this what arson gets ya
Mental expressionism, the most awesomest picture
Love it or hate it depending on what kinda art you in to
They say "life imitates art", this part's the placenta
I'm just giving birth to my thoughts it's so hard to convince ya
I cursed less because you can't pick it apart when it's censored
I'm just preaching the gospel, transcribed from my scriptures
Some call it sacrilegious, I call it ludicrous
Because I'm far from Jesus but I know a few Judases
A kiss on the cheek and some silver can really ruin this
I'll carry my own cross please don't confuse me with
One of these weak guys I've been hood since knee high
When it came time get to down I was making a beeline
When I had the Adidas, Lacoste, and the Levi's
Mixing imported brews with whiskey buzzing like a beehive
I give you my all on this mic but it ain't enough
Want me to switch up my style but I ain't changing up
Maybe I'm getting too old and I should hang it up
But the beast was asleep and I feel like it's waking up
And I will prevail of off digital retail
Grinding like I'm trying to make beach sand out of seashells
Did this for my kid, myself, never no females
You can see God in everything, the devil's in the details
I was going through some things a lot worse than i'll show
Even hit up some cats to drop me a verse on the low
They never hit me back, well I ain't dispersing dough
I'm just trying to pay back every single person I owe
And you gon get yours whether it be paper or karma
Especially after I get this paper with commas
From horror to suspense, you can watch me change up the genres
My life is a movie I hope you stay for the drama

Love is what I always wanted but I hardly got it
I was getting money and chicks when I was hardly poppin'
Fourteen at colleges with my brother party hoppin'
Could have got a degree but I pursued some other options
I failed at many but quite a few had remained solid
But sometimes giving up too easy was my main problem
I used to vent with my fists, scrapping, stayed squabblin'
I was scared of the fall, that's why I hate Autumn
Now my soul's colder than the most arctic winter
Turn my back, burned bridges, this what arson gets ya
Mental expressionism, the most awesomest picture
Love it or hate it depending on what kinda art you in to
They say "life imitates art", this part's the placenta
I'm just giving birth to my thoughts it's so hard to convince ya
I cursed less because you can't pick it apart when it's censored
I'm just preaching the gospel, transcribed from my scriptures
Some call it sacrilegious, I call it ludicrous
Because I'm far from Jesus but I know a few Judases
A kiss on the cheek and some silver can really ruin this
I'll carry my own cross please don't confuse me with
One of these weak guys I've been hood since knee high
When it came time get to down I was making a beeline
When I had the Adidas, Lacoste, and the Levi's
Mixing imported brews with whiskey buzzing like a beehive
I give you my all on this mic but it ain't enough
Want me to switch up my style but I ain't changing up
Maybe I'm getting too old and I should hang it up
But the beast was asleep and I feel like it's waking up
And I will prevail of off digital retail
Grinding like I'm trying to make beach sand out of seashells
Did this for my kid, myself, never no females
You can see God in everything, the devil's in the details
I was going through some things a lot worse than i'll show
Even hit up some cats to drop me a verse on the low
They never hit me back, well I ain't dispersing dough
I'm just trying to pay back every single person I owe
And you gon get yours whether it be paper or karma
Especially after I get this paper with commas
From horror to suspense, you can watch me change up the genres
My life is a movie I hope you stay for the drama