røhi - will i be alive Lyrics

Break me up till I'm dead, yeah
Wake me up I'm not afraid, yeah
Wake me up till I'm dead, yeah
I don't really care about myself, yeah
I just sit there really tryna help, yeah
I know inside I can't be myself, cuz
I really have bad mental health, yeah
I really sit there in the corner
Thinking about my life, will I be alright
Will I put up a fight alright
Maybe not I won't be alive
I'm sorry I really tried
I don't get why everybody upset
I just try to live with no freakin' depression
But you only wanna get upset
Back up cuz you know
You really getting in my head
I am tired of my life
I am putting up a fight
No I'm really not alright
Every time I wanna cry
Everyday I wanna die
I try to kill myself three times but
You really think I'm alright
No I'm not alright
I'm really trying, I'm trying
I don't really care about myself, yeah
I just sit there really tryna help, yeah
I know inside I can't be myself, cuz
I really have bad mental health, yeah
I really sit there in the corner
Thinking about my life, will I be alright
Will I put up a fight alright
Maybe not I won't be alive
I'm sorry I really tried

Break me up till I'm dead, yeah
Wake me up I'm not afraid, yeah
Wake me up till I'm dead, yeah
I don't really care about myself, yeah
I just sit there really tryna help, yeah
I know inside I can't be myself, cuz
I really have bad mental health, yeah
I really sit there in the corner
Thinking about my life, will I be alright
Will I put up a fight alright
Maybe not I won't be alive
I'm sorry I really tried
I don't get why everybody upset
I just try to live with no freakin' depression
But you only wanna get upset
Back up cuz you know
You really getting in my head
I am tired of my life
I am putting up a fight
No I'm really not alright
Every time I wanna cry
Everyday I wanna die
I try to kill myself three times but
You really think I'm alright
No I'm not alright
I'm really trying, I'm trying
I don't really care about myself, yeah
I just sit there really tryna help, yeah
I know inside I can't be myself, cuz
I really have bad mental health, yeah
I really sit there in the corner
Thinking about my life, will I be alright
Will I put up a fight alright
Maybe not I won't be alive
I'm sorry I really tried