Rina Sawayama - Forgiveness Lyrics

Oh, just when I thought
I'd weathered the storm
Rain starts to pour
Those same old tears back on my face
No escape, ooh

Ripped out the page
Rewrote the play
I did away with heroes and villains
And old scores
From cold wars

But the pain isn't done
No, no, when the battle is won
So I'm running in circles again
Reaching dead ends
I guess I'm not over it yet

'Cause I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Sometimes it flips so fast I don't know

I'm looking for signs
For some kind of highway to letting it go, but
Forgiveness is a winding road

Dead on my feet
Walking these streets
I swear that I've been here before
Each way I turn
Yeah, I never learn

I'm chasing blue skies
'Cause I only see clouds in my eyes
So I'm running in circles again
Reaching dead ends
I guess I'm not over it yet

'Cause I'm losing my mind
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Sometimes it flips so fast I don't know

I'm looking for signs
For some kinda of highway to letting it go
But forgiveness is a winding road
Yeah, yeah, oh

I'm still looking for that highway
Wondering if I went the right way
But I ain't lost

'Cause I, I'll be alright
Sometimes I blame you, sometimes I don't
Yeah, I'm taking two steps back to go forward

I'm looking for signs
For some kind of highway to letting it go
Yeah, I'm out of luck, but I still got hope
Yeah, are we nearly there yet? God only knows
But forgiveness is a winding road