Ridgio - Twenty VI Winters Lyrics

How much does it take for you to not love me
Seeing that I put everything above you
Seeing that I gave this world every inch of my being
And not every being deserve you
Since I was 8 I knew the bigger picture
I let everything blur the vision
Then I let everything in the world take over
So I wouldn't feel the tension
Could've ended up in the penitentiary
I used to hang out with some guys that was fishy
Knew I could do better and that was the issue
All this way before everything done went digital
I could've moved in this world more intentional
You the one who I should put more attention on
I done blew the mission over 20 winters
Then the other six I turned the kitchen on
I been flipping whipping turning twisting
Doing everything but itching
Doing everything I gotta do stay consistent
Do everything I gotta do to do the mission
This is different
This initiative
Can distant relatives
From different elements
It mention it
And giving all the instances I was in
I was inching over to you
Even when I was lit and all

I just really had to sit down
I was lost and had to get found
And I know it just might get loud
I remember that its just sound
I ain't never gotta fuss
How
Cuz I give him all my trust
Awe
If they ask me when I want it
Now
Then I ask if they gone take it
Naw
I was sitting on the bus line
Hoping that I made it home fine
I remember days trying
After spending all them nights crying
I done spent a lot of nights fried
All the things that held me back
Pride
So I gotta change my ways now
I ain't never going back huh

I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back huh
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back huh
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back

No
How much does it take a flower to grow
I just wana see how high I can go
I just wana see how high I get
Just to see if I like it
Water me let your light come on me

How much does it take for you to not love me
Seeing that I put everything above you
Seeing that I gave this world every inch of my being
And not every being deserve you
Apart of that was all my family
I put them way before everything
They done had my back before I had anything
I'm a be with them through any means
And I always let em' get between
Everything that you done set for me
I didn't acknowledge that difference between us
I fell in love with the convenience
I fell in love with all the kisses presents
And it didn't matter where it lead us
Now I'm praying every single day
That you ain't never ever ever finna leave us
That's cause I fell in love with Jesus
Do I gotta give a reason
Living this wasn't easy
Now I move around with meaning
Now I move around I'm sober minded
I remember days when I was feigning
I remember days I couldn't go to sleep
And now I spend my days dreaming

I just really had to sit down
I was lost and had to get found
And I know it just might get loud
I remember that its just sound
I ain't never gotta fuss
How
Cuz I give him all my trust
Awe
If they ask me when I want it
Now
Then I ask if they gone take it
Naw
I was sitting on the bus line
Hoping that I made it home fine
I remember days trying
After spending all them nights crying
I done spent a lot of nights fried
All the things that held me back
Pride
So I gotta change my ways now
I ain't never going back huh

I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back huh
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back huh
I ain't never going back nah
I ain't never going back

No
How much does it take a flower to grow
I just wana see how high I can go
I just wana see how high I get
Just to see if I like it
Water me let your light come on me

I messed up a lot
Can you forgive me