Rian Green, SIV - F.A.A.D Lyrics

Seems like forever and a day
Since I seen the smile on your face, I broke your heart
So words won't mend the pain nor erase
I was wrong I took for granted all the love that you gave
So carry on a cold heart is just the bed that I've made
How can I repay
For all the thoughts you have to replay
I've made some mistakes
Decisions of a man once enslaved
I cry and I pray
Like "Father why'd I do her that way? And if you give me one more
Chance I'll love her till her hair gray
Till time fades away" think back on all the memories made
Foundation was laid
Demolished for seducing a grave
I've fallen in sin
But losers turn to winners again
Need time to repent
Get up and be a man once again
Its something bout flesh
Tempts you when you're doing your best
Lord I've made a mess
In darkness tryna figure whats next
Her spirit is vexed
Ignore my phone calls and my texts
Both carrying stress
This weight is like some smoke to da chest
I call my momma just to get a lil clarity
I pray to Jesus cuz I know He's always there for me
Pick up the pieces here's the thesis she's prepared to leave
I give you space you give me space we both need time to breathe
I love my chirren thats a fact I wear that on my sleeve
Don't think it's fair to know you care yet always make you bleed
See my pen leaks
On the tablet
I was outchea like a rabbid dog in heat so on both knees I beg for mercy
Now I owe you my forever

Now I owe you my forever and a day
The pain I brought you it'll never go away
I know sometimes it's hard it's hard
But we'll make it through the rain and sunny days
Through all the storms and trails I got my Faith when things get ugly
Wanna see you smile I pray to God that you still love me
Can't erase the pain
But I'm making a change
Now I owe you my forever and a day
The pain I brought you it'll never go away
I know sometimes it's hard it's hard
But we'll make it through the rain and sunny days
Through all the storms and trails I got my Faith when things get ugly
Wanna see you smile I pray to God that you still love me
Can't erase the pain
But I'm making a change Ayy Ayy

Seems like forever and a day
Since I've seen the glow in your eyes
And I know why
So if you hate me I'm not surprised
I take time out my schedule daily to pray for your mind
Speed up the time for inward healing and to get us aligned
Rebuild and design
A model of what Christ had envisioned
He made an incision
And opened up a heart once imprisoned a sky with a ribon
I went for miles ambition driven to fight for what's right
My wife my son my daughter has risen
I found a new vision
A house is not a home without love
It's broken from trust
So now it's time to sit and discuss these things about us
Find ways on how to restore a bound it's more than a song
It's Life I'm right back where I belong
I'm back in position
A absent father leaves disposition the head of the home
His presence gives his chirren new wisdom to look at a King
Honoring a beautiful Queen it's peace and serene
No arguments or making a scene, I had to come clean
The only way Jehovah redeems
No more will I bring
Uncertainty I'm done chasing flings
I saw in my dreams
You smiling with a glorious beam an abundance of streams
From blessings me and you bought new rings renewing our vows
You smiling like bae look at us now it came back around
The Father had to water our ground Foundation Anew
Everything I'm sayin is true the debts I accrued
Loving you been way overdue, I do

Now I owe you my forever and a day
The pain I brought you it'll never go away
I know sometimes it's hard it's hard
But we'll make it through the rain and sunny days
Through all the storms and trails I got my Faith when things get ugly
Wanna see you smile I pray to God that you still love me
Can't erase the pain
But I'm making a change
Now I owe you my forever and a day
The pain I brought you it'll never go away
I know sometimes it's hard it's hard
But we'll make it through the rain and sunny days
Through all the storms and trails I got my Faith when things get ugly
Wanna see you smile I pray to God that you still love me
Can't erase the pain
But I'm making a change Ayy Ayy