Res Lauren - combination Lyrics

Atoms alive, cells inscribed, deprived
Under repair, in theory
See despair and disparity
The pair of 'em, apparently
Aware in me, but most see only what they care to see
A lotta care, it's never free
Been daring me to find what's rare
The fare is high, it's hardly fair
They justify, we're rarely square
And barely there sometimes
They blank stare sometimes
Not Gemini, no CC
But I still see see both sides
The light between the blinds
Beat on repeat, I write
Like drawing blood in the ink
So I could receive my mind
Keep reaching deeper inside
Revealing sites for the healing, where clever trauma resides
Feeling of falling is freeing, 'cause once I've fallen, I rise
Aloe dripping red, re-opened scabs, Leo in mars and moon
Ram sees what's coming to pass
Reflexes deflect but do you reflect
Or inflect to respect, remember teachings
Inspect your leeches, and reasons for why
Contest me
I'll go head to head
Fight with heart instead
Contest me I learned bleeding
Seeking 'til this body's out of breathing
Say it with my chest
Contest me
1, 2, 3, 10, or 1, 2, 5, 2
Give me a reason, I wouldn't try to
Contest me
Lessons among lesions, sting with tea tree
Necessary cleaning
Honey to my scars and heated water, running
Never from the brawl but toward the calling
Purpose hardest pill to swallow
See the truth creep from all sides
Navigate the noise
What's factual and false, like, combination lock
I almost forgot my heart of water's alive in that fire
Balance embodied, couldn't evap if I tried
Ase, Agbára, Mashallah
Divided by divine
A few times
I seek, I seek, find
I cry, for couple reasons combined
Moments tucked in my eyes
Of the ashes, even higher I fly
I flap, float
My eyes on that boat
Horizon line, quote me, and as for all smoke
For that, I'm at throats
When chakras don't hold me
Solar plexus open and glowing, I'm ever-growing
Much wiser if I let it alone, but don't you
Contest me
I'll go head to head
Fight with heart instead
Contest me I learned bleeding
Seeking 'til this body's out of breathing
Say it with my chest
Contest me

Atoms alive, cells inscribed, deprived
Under repair, in theory
See despair and disparity
The pair of 'em, apparently
Aware in me, but most see only what they care to see
A lotta care, it's never free
Been daring me to find what's rare
The fare is high, it's hardly fair
They justify, we're rarely square
And barely there sometimes
They blank stare sometimes
Not Gemini, no CC
But I still see see both sides
The light between the blinds
Beat on repeat, I write
Like drawing blood in the ink
So I could receive my mind
Keep reaching deeper inside
Revealing sites for the healing, where clever trauma resides
Feeling of falling is freeing, 'cause once I've fallen, I rise
Aloe dripping red, re-opened scabs, Leo in mars and moon
Ram sees what's coming to pass
Reflexes deflect but do you reflect
Or inflect to respect, remember teachings
Inspect your leeches, and reasons for why
Contest me
I'll go head to head
Fight with heart instead
Contest me I learned bleeding
Seeking 'til this body's out of breathing
Say it with my chest
Contest me
1, 2, 3, 10, or 1, 2, 5, 2
Give me a reason, I wouldn't try to
Contest me
Lessons among lesions, sting with tea tree
Necessary cleaning
Honey to my scars and heated water, running
Never from the brawl but toward the calling
Purpose hardest pill to swallow
See the truth creep from all sides
Navigate the noise
What's factual and false, like, combination lock
I almost forgot my heart of water's alive in that fire
Balance embodied, couldn't evap if I tried
Ase, Agbára, Mashallah
Divided by divine
A few times
I seek, I seek, find
I cry, for couple reasons combined
Moments tucked in my eyes
Of the ashes, even higher I fly
I flap, float
My eyes on that boat
Horizon line, quote me, and as for all smoke
For that, I'm at throats
When chakras don't hold me
Solar plexus open and glowing, I'm ever-growing
Much wiser if I let it alone, but don't you
Contest me
I'll go head to head
Fight with heart instead
Contest me I learned bleeding
Seeking 'til this body's out of breathing
Say it with my chest
Contest me