Res Lauren - b-truth Lyrics

No divine purpose in the 'burbs, just a surface world
Perfect his and hers, second specimen a girl
Searching for the world within myself, what would unfurl
An idle mania, reality said, "take her for a twirl"
Late to the party, life don't end at the mountains
But until I reached the mountaintop, I'd never chase a pearl
Self-contained within a desert, rediscover seas that swirl
Missing snarl, until it had me by the curls, and took me over
One look at me, skip me over

Thinking I could make myself the change and that would show 'em
Ain't easy to ignore like all the pain I'd start to pull up
Roots, veins, we are not the same, though similar strain
know I'm less a body flesh and more what body contains
Seance daily, I could show you if you hop inside my brain
Meditation on the page feels like the only way to know if I'm insane, the truth came
It wasn't for my motions only, but I'd never cross the ocean in day without a plane
Now it's sink or swim, make it me or him
On the cliff, body want the win, knocking shins, rather take a walk inside your moccasins
Never mock ya sins, I prolly did the same
Or would've given circumstance, her a chance, could've
Taken on what others really should've
Do it every day
Truth don't ever change, depends who drew the page
Who had what to say, and who stood up?
Far as I'm concerned these feel like first steps, first of their kind
After my elders, but there's none like mine
And what I'm 'bout to do? Turn back? Take the main road?
The one they forged to cover up the code? Say it ain't so
I got fears for family that the fate chose
Don't ask who I'm saving, point blank prose
Saying what's forever really ain't though
Answers in the pictures that I paint, let your faith know

This one's for the B-truth
Part that never reach you
And I may never see you again
How will I leave you? How will I leave you?
I think I might need you