Ray Reaves - Lost Lyrics

I felt lost 
Until I went drifting to you
Your kiss was like hits of the spliff or brew
So I ended up getting addicted to you
The love that I'd lost
Had left the kids heart all conflicted and bruised
But you'd make me numb just by making me cum
So solace begun when you'd get in the nude
We were just kids tryna battle depression
You had been scarred by a bad adolescence
We had both lost what we loved in the past 
So falling in love was just out of the question
And our confessions of our affection
Would only intensify our connection
So we would just stick to our hour-long sessions
Empowered by sex dodging our regression
To feelings we once had
And this shit was driving us crazy
We were feeling it come back
And it clouded our minds on the daily
But I just hope
That when these moments end
That we can learn to cope
With never truly being more than friends
 
I fell hard for a minute
You could've been my everything
But when I was 17 I opened up my heart for a minute
And almost gave that girl a wedding ring
Now I'm lost 
Until I feel your touch again
But I've lost
The ability to love again so you're nothing but a friend

Late nights in your dorm room
When the pains striking your sore womb
And we'd stay up and talk poetry 
I could tell that there'd be a storm brewing
Inside of us
I'd turn you on at the slightest touch and I'd die of lust
And you loved all of my songs
And you told me I've got the Midas touch
But I knew that, That's common knowledge 
Like the fact that your body's flawless
Your face was all on some angel shit
And your body's that of an exotic goddess
We'd lay up and just say stuff
About how badly our day sucked
Then make love and turn way up
As we fought the urges to say, "love"
That's taboo
But honestly, I didn't have to 
Cuz you felt the shit when I grabbed you
But to say the shit would be a bad move
Just some sick kids
With strong feelings towards each other
And when we hopped into bed
We were healing one another
 
I fell hard for a minute
You could've been my everything
But when I was 17 I opened up my heart for a minute
And almost gave that girl a wedding ring
Now I'm lost 
Until I feel your touch again
But I've lost
The ability to love again so you're nothing but a friend

I caught feels
Then I fled the scene when shit got real
Your bed felt like home to me 
But my stupid ass had felt lost still
Cuz I tried drowning my pain
And fucking your brains out felt like popped pills
And now I'm going insane
Cuz there's scars all over my heart still
Will my heart heal, I don't know
Been tryna live my life solo
But this loneliness takes its toll so
There's no hope of saving my soul, hoes
Have been all up in my cell phone
But you're the only girl on my mental
They buy all the bullshit I sell to em
Being young and heartless is simple
Till I think of you 
I won't speak to you cuz that shit hurts
Tried to drown my sorrow with a drink or two
Then shit gets worse 
And I'd love to
Find a way to right my wrongs
But the only way I'll say I love you
Is inside a song

I fell hard for a minute
You could've been my everything
But when I was 17 I opened up my heart for a minute
And almost gave that girl a wedding ring
Now I'm lost 
Until I feel your touch again
But I've lost
The ability to love again so you're nothing but a friend