Radiant Children - Pretend Lyrics

Sorry I'm late I didn't wanna come
To the function
If you can relate, I guess I'm not the only one here
who'd rather be alone right now.
right back where I started
Stuck in my own way
Passenger has departed

Man I feel so (ugh) lonely at the party
I lost all my friends
Yeah I'm far far away
(I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, ugh)
I wanna get out of my body
Tell me why
I, feel so outta place

it's a special occasion
& I just wanna dance & smile politely
I'm bad at small conversation
maybe there's something wrong with me
but man it seems to get worse with time
I can't be myself anymore
Wait I had something to say
(Did you have something on your mind)
But I just all dropped my words on the floor
(Shit, it happens all the time)

Man I feel so (ugh) Lonely at the party
I lost all my friends
Yeah I'm far far away
(I don't wanna I don't wanna speak, somethings wrong)
I wanna get out of my body
Tell me why
I, feel so outta place

I'm so lonely at this party
Don't know why I do this to myself
I feel tight in my body

Tell me where did all my friends go?
I just wanna pretend

I'm in a deep bout of depression
bad at making first impressions
hard to hold eye contact with you
for more than a couple seconds
I'm in existential crisis
While you ask me how my life is
You?

Tell me where did all of my friends go?