Qwuh - Terrified Lyrics

You told me what to do
You pressured me to touch you
I wanted you to like me
So I did what I was told to

Terrified of what you knew
You told me they would kill me too

Every day now feels the same
I feel the worms eating my brain
Too often do I gamble
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain

Please tell me it's all just a game
I feel myself going insane

It was so long ago but I still feel the pain
But if I wanna let it go I need to bring it up again

I let you get inside my head
You said you wanted yourself dead
You sunk me in the water
And told me I'd just have to tread

We left a lot of things unsaid
Both of us silently bled

It was so long ago but I still feel the pain
But if I wanna let it go I need to bring it up again

I cannot play pretend
I understand it is the end
An intensity so vital
Boundaries I can't defend

I don't need another friend
I will break until I bend

It was so long ago but I still feel the pain
But if I wanna let it go I need to bring it up again
It was so long ago but I still feel the pain
But if I wanna let it go I need to bring it up again