Quota - HØW IT BEGAN | høw it begins Lyrics

Tell me did you see this world better once you thought you were dead
Tell me was it better to wait or let the world define your head?
Is it better to be dead or live in dread?

Exhausted
Back when it all began
Love-love is how it all fell apart
Aurora broke his heart
Yeah-yeah
This is how it all began
Love-love is how it all fell apart
Aurora broke his heart
Oh, Yeah-yeah

Don't need no one to validate how I feel
Should of died back in that flower field
Now look the boys next in line
Go ahead and get the bands up even if it don't feel fine
Been relying on the baddest bitch
Mad I'm rich
Shit is tragic
None of my shit being done too much unfinished music
Guess that's what happen' when you dress to impress
They spreadin' false narratives
Gangsta rap is where it deprives
Society thinks i'm crazy 'cause my skin is white
Let me tell you one thing bitch you is right
Chased her askin' do you know how this begins
Told her pastense it ain't ever begin
Felt stuck in time
Till I realized
That it's my life
Don't gotta follow guide lines
All these people mad cause i'm in the spotlight

Signed a deal by myself no big deal, did it for my health that was the deal, did it all by Myself, nah for real
Ketamine got me synthetic like the movie scene i've been composed of as a fean
I'm audacious but cautious with eternal loss
Two paths in life
Blood is broken dishonest and pharmaceutical path
The light is honest truthful crucial path
Somedays we walk for miles
Continuous searches in hopes of finding our purpose
My lifeless body is never conscious
This one is for my mama
I hope you proud of me
'Cause to be real all of the stress you've gone through Is more real than anything i've been through
To my family i may chose the wrong path
Maybe someday you'll understand my happiness is better than the love I may receive

Maybe i'm deceiving myself till i bleed
Maybe someday I'll be free
How they gonna be most likely to succeed
Yet don't receive anything but counter levels I see
Already filled my Quota
Feeling the turbulence
Life on another disturbance
Too much death in my way, guess it's apart of the altitude
Got myself a brand new attitude
Love the gratitude
I've been reviving
It ain't new to me, maybe it'll happen someday
The streets will not be the same thing
Hit 'em with a bore
LA wait for me
I am their dale
Don't like me it's all good
Been working so hard
Got personal connection with the game
They asking for my name alright
Should've woken up
Should've woken up, ugh

Wake up, Get up
Wake up, Get up
Wake up, Get up
Wake up, Get up
Wake up, Get up
Wake up, Get up
Wake up

Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up, Blood, Light
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up