PVRIS - Good to Be Alive Lyrics

Learning how to swim but the lands are dry
Feeling like a shark, If I stop I'll die
Things are lit and the blood's on fire
Underneath the buzz of the telephone wire

All my friends are doing fine
While I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life

So tied up and tired of this self-inflicted fight
In spite of, I light up, to leave my demons inside
Tell myself I'm fine while I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life

Lost big dreams that I really don't need
Everything I love is gonna find a way to leave
Got good friends that I never can see
Always on the run while my plans are free

I been staying up all night
Shaking needles out my spine
But the doctor says I'm fine
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life

So tied up and tired of this self-inflicted fight
In spite of, I light up, to leave my demons inside
Tell myself I'm fine while I'm looking for a sign
Is this body even mine?
Feels good to be alive but I hate my life