Princeton Marquise, theMIND - Alive Lyrics

I hit the snooze soon as I wake been sleep for days lying in silence
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
My brain replays the things you say placing blame fucking with my conscious
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Told you I thought that suicide was worth a try I can't escape depression
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
To die would kill this feeling that I feel inside can't you see I'm helpless
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
See as long as I remember I always been this way
My own momma called me a fiend and even disowned me
No one cares about my nightmares when I don't sleep
One day I'll be DOA yea six feet deep
See the only time I feel alive
Is when I'm down and I'm feeling high
Couple ounces of the cloudy couple milligrams of the drowsy
Angels die and tears fall from the sky
Blood in my eyes it always leaves me blind
Losing my mind while time pass me by
Death or life I can't decide
Tell me is this really what it feels like to be alive
I may look fine but I'm dying inside
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Cause I know time isn't on my side
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Fist full of pills
Pints of the lean
Lines of the coke
Now I'm on the floor
Everything's straight
But I hate it when the drugs gone
Everything's straight
Can't wait until the drugs come
Now I'm seeing 3's
Tryna OD
Getting cold sweats
X for the stress
Straight to the face
Damn I hate it when the feelings gone
Straight to the face
Can't taste when I'm feeling numb
Angels die and tears fall from the sky
Blood in my eyes it always leaves me blind
Losing my mind while time pass me by
Death or life I can't decide
Tell me is this really what it feels like to be alive
Maybe I've lived too long
Maybe I heard God wrong
Now that my wings are gone
How do I just move on
Sun in the eastern sky
Watching these clouds pass by
If I die tonight least I felt alive
Maybe I've lived too long
Maybe I heard God wrong
Now that my wings are gone
How do I just move on
Sun in the eastern sky
Watching these clouds pass by
If I die tonight least I felt alive

I hit the snooze soon as I wake been sleep for days lying in silence
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
My brain replays the things you say placing blame fucking with my conscious
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Told you I thought that suicide was worth a try I can't escape depression
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
To die would kill this feeling that I feel inside can't you see I'm helpless
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
See as long as I remember I always been this way
My own momma called me a fiend and even disowned me
No one cares about my nightmares when I don't sleep
One day I'll be DOA yea six feet deep
See the only time I feel alive
Is when I'm down and I'm feeling high
Couple ounces of the cloudy couple milligrams of the drowsy
Angels die and tears fall from the sky
Blood in my eyes it always leaves me blind
Losing my mind while time pass me by
Death or life I can't decide
Tell me is this really what it feels like to be alive
I may look fine but I'm dying inside
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Cause I know time isn't on my side
Waisting the last of my life watching time pass me by
Fist full of pills
Pints of the lean
Lines of the coke
Now I'm on the floor
Everything's straight
But I hate it when the drugs gone
Everything's straight
Can't wait until the drugs come
Now I'm seeing 3's
Tryna OD
Getting cold sweats
X for the stress
Straight to the face
Damn I hate it when the feelings gone
Straight to the face
Can't taste when I'm feeling numb
Angels die and tears fall from the sky
Blood in my eyes it always leaves me blind
Losing my mind while time pass me by
Death or life I can't decide
Tell me is this really what it feels like to be alive
Maybe I've lived too long
Maybe I heard God wrong
Now that my wings are gone
How do I just move on
Sun in the eastern sky
Watching these clouds pass by
If I die tonight least I felt alive
Maybe I've lived too long
Maybe I heard God wrong
Now that my wings are gone
How do I just move on
Sun in the eastern sky
Watching these clouds pass by
If I die tonight least I felt alive