Pom Pom Squad - Heavy Heavy Lyrics

I wake up feeling empty
Empty out the shit that's in my brain
I press my head against the shower wall
And watch it all drip down the drain

I'm feelin empty
Fuck the MTA
I always miss my train
I thought I say you standing there
Oh wait it's only someone else's face

These thoughts feel obvious because they play
On repeat in my mind
And by the time they fall out of my mouth
I've told myself a hundred thousand times

It's getting heavy heavy
Telling everybody that I'm fine
I'm feeling heavy heavy does it mean
I wanna fucking die?