Diving into the realms of guilt and regret, this song explores an individual's struggle with honesty. The protagonist is remorseful for causing doubt and discomfort in their relationship due to their habitual lying. Acknowledging their mistakes, they express a desire to make amends, symbolized by the list written in marker pen. However, they feel trapped in their own patterns, unable to change or provide what their partner needs. The repeated line "I must apologize" underscores the weight of guilt they carry and their longing for redemption. Yet, there seems to be a sense of resignation as well - an understanding that they are caught in a cycle of dishonesty that might only lead to more loss.
