Penance - Born to Suffer Lyrics

""All this suffering yet I cannot feel it Words of consolation I bring to you I am torn by grief and sorrow For me there's no tomorrow Hiding under your shroud of security For your peace of mind I've lived and learned with gifts bestowed on me But I was left behind I reach for you but you're illusion Please excuse me for my intrusion Once hopeful but now just living Why must I be punished for giving Youth memories that once had sheltered me Kill me in the end Born to suffer live by standard die in despair Born to suffer again Who are your heroes? Where are the morals? Somewhere in limbo but surely not here Can't you see my misery maybe tomorrow I'll be all right Blasphemy and irony of a world on it's knees Reality's gain is my loss until a change I will suffer""