This track delves into the exploration of self-control, identity, and the struggle with inner demons. The protagonist seems to be battling his own violent tendencies, symbolized by the "bomb in my temple" and ".16 gauge buried under my clothes". These lines suggest a conflict within himself that he's trying hard to suppress. The repeated line "Once upon a time I could control myself" indicates a longing for times when he had better control over his emotions and actions. The song also touches on failed relationships and self-love, suggesting a comprehensive reflection on past mistakes, lost love, and personal growth. Ultimately, it's an intense portrayal of internal conflict and the human capacity for change.
