Paycheck - Purple Roses Lyrics

Back as a little kid
I wrote raps in my notebook
Flippin through the pages somedays
Reminiscing how it was in the old days
Coming up fast where the top though? (top though)
Helping people laugh what the scoff for? (scoff for)
Imma get the final laugh, when you see that I'm gone
With me or your not, take a side, man the lines drawn (lines drawn)
You ain't know it well, well you know now
Telling me to shut up, I don't know how
Lotta people talk trash they a timelapse
See me in public and they move fast, all fact
I ain't gotta be a Bhad Bhabie, but
I still get the bag lately and
Lot of people doubting me, saying "you ain't wowing me"
But they clout thieves, won't make it without me

I want purple roses
Purple roses
By my grave
I want purple roses
Purple roses
By my grave
I want purple roses
Purple roses
I feel pain
I got purple roses
Purple roses
For my pain

I got fans hitting me up
Telling me I saved their life, and it's real
Teachers been saying, "what's up?"
Tired of them telling me how to feel
I just need friends that gonn stick to a deal
I just need support so that I can heal
I just need people that won't paint a fake picture
Of what our friendship is, man that is real
I don't want fake friends, or a new Benz
I want truth n full send
I don't want weekends or weak friends
I want life that dont end
This isn't triple x but it still ain't safe for the kids
Cause our generation be sheltering kids but it is what it is
I don't support it
Tell the truth never abhor it
I need the blood of my one and true father
I take the drink never go pour it
The truth isnt something that needs to be hidden
When I see it taken from kids I start riddling
With anger, confusion cause to me its sickening
Cause I don't know why they make it such a riddance
They get released into the world
They don't know what love is, cause it was a whirl
They don't know what pain is, cause they got the world
They get hit anywhere, and they gonna hurl
Is that what you want?
Sheltered your kids, now the worlds gonna taunt?
Cause it ain't so happy when you get it real
So I'm gonna sit here and keep staying sealed

I want purple roses
Purple roses
By my grave
I want purple roses
Purple roses
By my grave
I want purple roses
Purple roses
I feel pain
I got purple roses
Purple roses
For my pain